Wednesday, August 15, 2012

To travel the world...




I cannot imagine what it must be like to share close quarters with other countries, bursting at the borders with culture and history. Living in Europe would be a dream. Hop on a train to Italy? Sure! Step on the bus to Germany? Of course! Drive a few hours to Spain? Why not! Dream in different languages, taste the heritage and tradition in every bite, and ride through the countryside, full of myths and magic...









(Photos via The Selby: Louis Vuitton x The Selby Part I & Part II)

xox,
Sara

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

Post-grad status: what's next?

I graduated from college two months ago. I turned 24 on Sunday. Most people my age have settled in to their first “real” job. 9-5PM, 40-60 hours a week, salaried, living on their own, managing relationships, paying bills, all that good adulty stuff. Me? I’m grappling with this uncomfortable period in my life where I don’t know what’s coming next.

Photo by MARJAINEZ via Rookie


There is so much that compels me. I know I have the capacity to be great at anything I put my mind to (yeah, yeah, it's trite, but seriously, once you're in your mid-twenties you realize you have ALL THE POWER IN THE WORLD), but I have yet to find something that fulfills me in every way. What does that all mean? Well, there are people I admire... Tavi Gevinson, for finding a way to make her fashion blog into something more. She inspires young girls and has also created an artistic outlet for herself -- writing, singing, video-making, and now, acting. Lauren Bush, for using her strengths to help those in need. Her connections to New York’s elite have helped fuel FEED Projects, an internationally-known brand that provides meals and other forms of support for those struggling with poverty. Amanda Jane Cooper, for believing in herself and pushing fear of an unstable industry aside to follow her dreams. I went to high school with Amanda, and she is living the artist’s life, working in theater, film, and television in New York and Los Angeles.

These young women have found a way to let their passions propel them. Me? My interests keep me stuck. How could I possibly find a way to weave mine together? Fashion, theater, teaching middle schoolers, environmental sciences, social media, poverty, feminism... I feel so strongly about all of these things, but I’m not sure how to proceed. Which do I choose? Where do I go? There is no straightforward path for me now. I have to make those adulty decisions about what to do next. Save up money and move into Philadelphia by myself? Apply more aggressively to jobs in New York or D.C., regardless of my qualifications and fears? Continue my part-time job in the hopes that an appealing project or promotion is somewhere in the near future? Shoot for an unpaid internship and cross my fingers that the pieces will fall into place? 

I don’t know! This is that point in your life when people say, it's new and exciting and scary, you have the world at your fingertips, but they never tell you what comes after that initial jolt of panicked, breathless excitement. I’ll give you a hint: it’s a drawn out version of that shockwave that undulates beneath your every day, making you more and more uneasy as time passes by. It will go away eventually, sure, but when? YOU’LL NEVER KNOW AND THAT’S THE WORST.

Happy living, twenty-somethings.

xox,
Sara

Thursday, August 2, 2012

Madewell done well

I've been working at Madewell for nearly three years now, and I am continually excited to see pieces from our store splashed across my browser on blogs and celebrity gossip sites. Katie Holmes, January Jones, and Jessica Alba are big fans, and it's always a surprise to see what pops up on street style blogs and my daily reads. Enjoy a couple of looks from recent blog posts!

The Sartorialist: a beautiful shot of some Madewell layers atop a striped jersey maxi

(and the ever-so-covetable Jenni Kayne d'Orsay flats GIMME GIMME)



xox,
Sara

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Golden girls

I was seven in July of 1999. The Olympic games were held in Atlanta, and though I don't remember much about them, I do remember watching the women's gymnastics competition with my dad. He had taken two weeks off of work to tape the games, and for one reason or another, we were both intensely invested in the women's gymnastics team: Amanda Borden, Amy Chow, Dominique Dawes, Shannon Miller, Dominique Moceanu, Jaycie Phelps, and Kerri Strug.

I remember my insides bouncing with excitement as I watched the girls compete, first on bars, where they popped out 9.8 scores, one after another. I envied their long lines and grace, watching them compete on the balance beam (I later learned that the beam was the width of a video tape, so I would frequently take one outside and trace my own colorful balance beam on the sidewalk with chalk). I still have pieces of Dominique Moceanu's floor routine, choreographed to "The Devil Went Down to Georgia," etched in my brain. 

And then came the vault. Dominique's two falls. Kerri's failed first attempt. The way she soared through the air on her second vault and winced as her feet hit the mat, her left foot immediately retracting. The way Bela Karolyi's face lit up with pure elation before a dark shadow was cast, when he knew Kerri was terribly hurt. The roar of the Atlanta Dome, the way the paparazzi swarmed Kerri's stretcher, and the tiny voice that came out of the night's heroine, saying, "I can't believe this happened!"

Vaulting champ McKayla Maroney & the elegant, fluid Kyla Ross 

Gymnastics' wunderkind, Jordyn Wieber 

The quietly strong team captain, Aly Raisman 

Gabby Douglas, who can teach you how to dougie
Awaiting Aly's floor exercise score and the confirmation that they've won gold...


(Photos via The Oregonian)


That summer and into the fall, I tumbled around our front yard with my neighbors, where we had designated certain areas for each of the gymnastic events. Our sidewalk chalk beam, the tree branch that acted as parallel bars, the long stretch of grass perfect for vaulting, and the rest of the lawn, the floor exercise. These girls, who seemed eons older than me, who acted with such maturity and moved with such elegance, had left a lasting impression on my seven year-old brain. I wanted so much to be like them. To have the same powerful, strong bodies that created knots in the air. I devoured books about gymnastics, went to open events at the local gym, and re-watched the optional events over and over again.

The Olympics stopped interesting me as I grew older, but for some reason (maybe because our girls were slated to win again), I've thrown myself completely into this year's London games. Dad's taken two weeks off from work again to tape the entire series of events. Now that I'm done school, I have no summer work to worry about, and I've been eagerly anticipating many of the events this year. Seeing the US gymnasts skyrocket to gold tugged at my seven year-old heartstrings. I can't help but think of my former self... how influenced I was by those young girls... and how young they actually were!

Watching the Fierce Five (as McKayla said they'd like to be called) excited me almost as much as the Magnificent Seven did in 1996, knowing that these young women are inspiring a whole new generation of girls.

xox,
Sara